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by BrunoDebarros » Wed Jun 20, 2018 12:14 am
I’m 30years, I have arrived in the U.K. in 2009, I was working for a company named xxx from April 2009 to August 2013 because unfortunately when I went holidays my mother’s cousin forgot to give me back my passport and the company I was working for lost the contract and the new company was going to take on all the old staff but because I didn’t have my passport with me I lost that job then I stayed couple months looking for work and since than I been working on zero hour contract I was doing alright money up to the 20/10/2016 to the 5/12/16 , the period I claimed job seekers allowance,when I went straight back to work,I got my older sister and my younger brother here, my sister arrived here way before me she been living and work here my grandmother raised this lady I call my mother and I was living with her until we both went different ways, from 2013 I was using my girlfriends address to find work and was sofa surfing, unfortunately on March 2017 a car driver hit my motorcycle after he jumped a red light, while I was recovering and going to do my mot a car just done a U turn while I was filtering making me t bone his car, same year November I’m riding down the road one car cuts in front of me I dodged it but another car was coming behind the other car they both failed to give me priority, I’m waiting for claims to go through, I’m going to lose my accommodation and postal address. I really need help. I came here to settle was not expecting to be in this situation that it’s not even my fault. If I lose my accommodation I will lose my address if I lose my address I’m not going to be able to receive my money from my claim, I spouse to be on medication as well I been gathering debt since I was wrongly declared fit to work this happened the same with my girlfriend. What hurt me the most apart from the muscle pain I have it’s the fact that I promised myself I would never get back on benefits again. I’m really desperate not only I damaged my physical and mental health and my vehicle, I have lost my girlfriend of 5 years relationship now I’m going throw all this stress and I don’t know how to deal with this. I had to leave London I have few documents paperwork with me got my Portugues ID card my U.K. provisional license card, literally I been nearly 10 years out of Portugal to the point that my English it’s actually better than my Portuguese, I got once my tickets messed up and I was panicking because I can’t no longer adept to the life over there, they don’t have CBT for example , Here is where I want to live. I really was getting back on my foot again and on the years I been living in the U.K. I wasn’t long without working. Over there I never got nothing here I was able to buy a motorcycle and find work even find love it’s nothing there for me apart from some family I see Portugal as a holiday place and here where I wish to work and live. I been struggling with depression for many years but even like this I pushed through and I was working, I feel like I was never given the opportunity to be different and to use my creativity and really be free in choosing what I wanted, living in conflict between what will be acceptable and what I feel good doing as the main reason for failing to have a better career I still dream of reach a bit higher.